Two-thousand seventeen
Crazy, just the sound of it
Y2k was seventeen years ago
No fucking way
Where did all of that time go?
Not to Hell in a hand basket, at least
Actually, I may have personally travelled there a time or two
But, Antarctic temperatures and bitching sinners were a shitty enough combination to send me scrambling back up toward the air
I should not have been there in the first place
When everything hidden to most is forever up in your face, sometimes it becomes difficult to remain on track
Especially when you are lacking main energy sources like love
Family
Friends
Money
Drugs, at one point in time or two or more
These days I could care less about intoxicants
Unwinding is absolutely necessary for a high-strung bitch like me
But, moderation must remain on the forefront of my indulgences at all times
I\'ll never understand why the concept of it is so foreign to most
It is, literally, a ghost to them
A loud, obnoxious one
They always seem to expect me to drop whatever it is that I may happen to be doing and quickly play the \"mediator\"..
I understand that it is a talent that is unknown to the general populace
However, I\'m not sure where I stand upon the grid of expectancy with my Creator
Everyone else can kick rocks in that regard
They expect me to be their guru, then they turn around and treat me like I am a retard
As if I am The Fool
My tarot card is The Magician you dumb mother fuckers!
I checked that one in lie 30 different ways and it took decades to become sure like I am today
Doubt is never going to send me backward so I am not exactly sure what you are all waiting around in my space for
Notice, you are behind me...
There is no hope in looking back, people!
Trust me, or don\'t
Who cares?
The truth is forever the truth, and it is inherently known
Dr Ruth, Oprah, Judge Judy...
Over-payed propaganda
Peddlers
Nothing more
Judge Judy deserves her bankroll, though
She is a professional hard-ass
What you may call a \"cunt\" for being blunt
I am sure her haters are a-plenty
Still going strong twenty some-odd years later
I have never known a single hater to last in my life anywhere near that long
Although, I am sure I have had at least one or two
A born genius
A prodigy
What else can I do?
Allow them to dumb me down?
Fat chance!
I do not believe there is any such thing as victims of circumstance
Everything is all part of the plan that you co-wrote with God before you landed
This is precisely why you see so many ingrates being handed miracles and blessings all of the time
Things are usually not at all what they may seem
Nobody ever bothers to look past their own noses
It is quite difficult when they are lodged up somebody else\'s asshole
Scat masters with shit play as their main goal
Nasty bitches everywhere
I used to care much more than I should
Why follow an idiot who is never up to anything good?
Misery loves company
Company loves it back
Those of us who remain exempt become the ones who they attack
A true trooper, nonetheless, marches on...
There would not be much of a point to live if they were all one day suddenly gone
In this world, anyway
No reason to win that last word when we have nothing more that we need to say
So, tragedies are always pre-concocted like 2012 and Y2k
Manifest destiny is a gift that must be harnessed intelligently
The only way that there is to look out for number one...
1/01/2017