Felicityjones

Most Days

Most days I just want to stay in bed,

Curl up into a ball and cry.

Most days I want to leave everything, Dissappear without a goodbye. 

Most days I want to hide,

Become invisible to people\'s eyes.

Most days I want to feel nothing,

Keep everything in disguise.

Most days I want to jump,

Fall until I crash.

Most days I want to scream,

Walk up to a mirror and smash.

Most days I want to cause pain,

Punch in someone\'s face.

Most days I want to isolate,

Keep a safe distance with space.

Most days I want to give up,

Take away my own life.

Most days I want to give in,

Cut myself deep with a knife.

Most days I want to collapse,

Crash onto the floor.

Most days I cry,

Keep it silent and lock my door.