Caroline Lowry

Six Months On

Six months on, the pain is still so very hard

Each day there\'s a thought when reading a card

There is this tight feeling crushing me inside

Pain I have to cope with taken in my stride

 

Very hard to believe for all I know it\'s true

Hurt, resentment, it makes me feel so blue

For within my heart I know my dad loved me

For who I am, and what I turned out to be

 

There\'s part of you here, part of you being there

In all honesty please tell me why is life is so unfair

Sometimes I do forget until you enter my head

My feeling of such loss, with dad you being dead

 

I want to believe in the Almighty man above

Waiting to see if your sending down your love

Hoping & praying that now your at ease with life

Away from the hustle and bustle of everyday strife

 

But sincerely Dad I\'m trying to get strong

I will with me knowing that your helping me along

Forever you\'ll be loved with every step I take

Let me know your there or even give me a shake

 

I need to know your alright, then me I\'ll be fine

Please please shine down and give me a sure sign

 

Love & miss you every day

Caroline 

xxx