You have no idea how nice it is waking up alone and I’m fully clothed(its really such a relief)
All those times you woke me up to bone
You were etched all over my soul
And baby now I\'m falling in love with going to bed on my own
Love or lust whatever it was it just wasn’t for us
You made me think I could trust you
Even though you said I was dumb
In a sick way I hope you end up suffering
I hope you realize the way you acted tougher
just caused me to see you were really rough with me
I hope you can’t go to sleep
with the crazy thoughts inside your head
I hope you know you made me weak,
and I won’t be strong until your dead
and you probably didn’t know I now suffer from ptsd, depression and anxiety.
All because you had to f*ck with me
You destroyed my view on reality
You’ve made sleep seem like the best thing to me
And now I over eat because you were always starving me
I never acknowledged the abuse because I thought I was in love with you
I don’t understand why I’m just now seeing the truth
Love, or lust whatever it was it really wasn’t for us..
I wish you knew how hard it was
Never knowing when to give up
You were always the worst of us
You played me &made me think I was dumb
I just know you’re never gonna be someone
I tried to numb the pain, remember how many times I walked away
I loved you babe
But you were a needle in my vein
The heroin to my brain
You taught me to believe in hate
Now all I want to say to you
Is f*ck you and have a nice day