My mind is hot my mind is cold my mind is a dark formidable place that should never be told , the things that are going through it are to much for me to behold my mind is a mess a fucked up black hole, my mind is so full of so much horrible stuff I feel I can\'t take it I\'ve really had enough, life is so cruel to give me this head fuck this messed up mind I\'d rather be dead, i wouldn\'t wish this torment on any one els this mind is mine to carry me all by myself . .