No One Cares
By Mystery
Why is life so hard?
I try to keep everything in that anyone has ever said and it hurts?
Why are you so dark? Or so fat?
My favorites is the game would you rather
Never being the one picked to date or marry but kill
Sometimes I imagine myself jumping off a bridge
Or disappear so there\'s a reason I am not seen
Or no one knows me
Why am I alone
Why does it seem like no one cares
What can I do to make it better?
Watch the cold blood dripping from my skin
Or maybe even making it public so everyone can see me
But would they care
I am seen like an animal
Like Crooks and Lennie
Being trained to do this or that
Not being able to have a little freedom
Being told what moves I should make
The people I love seem to not love me back
I get hatred in exchange
Even People who I call friends
“Your so annoying?” or “You\'re ugly”
Each word like a bullet to my fragile heart
And when they find someone better they leave
Like training wheels on a bike
But I guess I was already alone all this time.
Why would God create such a waste of a human being?
Was it to be the laughing stock to others
Created for their amusement
I’m tired of being rejected by the world and people around me
I’m done with living a life of disappointment
Why does life have to be hard?
Because unless you are someone no one cares
To bad I am a no one
So who care about how I feel
God doesn’t so why should anyone else