For the longest time,
everything within in me
wanted to hold on to you,
wanted to cling on to you.
My thoughts never separated
themselves from your name,
from your face,
from your hateful words.
I used to dwell deeply
on our past, what we were,
and I forgot that I needed
to look ahead to my own future.
But now, I have decided to be free.
You will no longer be in my mind,
you will no longer take over my dreams,
you will no longer be a person I cling to.
So go.
Far away.
Run.
I do not want you here.
Go
where you want,
be
who you want,
and
never come back.
For if you do,
I will surely never recover.