Hard-core hip-hop is my backdrop
I listen to it because it seems to somehow nullify my soul
In this labyrinth of lies through which I travel
Obstacles desperately trying to unravel the knotted strings of my past
Incantations called out and cast from far beyond the boundary lines
Nothing to take with me when I move on
So, I am making sure now to collect everything that is mine
Divine entities hang loose in the foreground, laughing out loud at the effigy
Making fun out of the ridiculous behavior that just seems to just litter this filthy place
This tiny community that I cannot hide out within
It\'s all just dying to get to know me again
It wants to take over from the place where we left off
It\'s like the town itself is my doctor who is groping my balls and telling me to cough
I don\'t get down that way
I am a more of a holistic kind of bitch
I don\'t trust anyone who annually banks six figures
Come to think of it, I don\'t trust anyone at all
All of my ailments I tend to cure on my own
Long before they come to points that force me to surrender or fall
It\'s so hard to tell which side wants me
Nor which side I am supposed to be stationed upon
My liberal up-bringing was all to become snowballed by vain narcissism
Blending it perfectly with the icy cold January breeze
I can see them all getting ready to pounce so I say out loud \"shit, nigga, please...\"
Spare me all of your futile attempts to install within me mortal fear
Lately I have been trying not to hear even my own claire-audient whispers
But, that takes going against my own grain
Insanity tells all of its followers the secrets of all that is still sane
The opinions still run as rampant as ever
The clandestine journey of all those who think they are so damned clever
Never a dull moment
Always a dull roar
How is it that so many simple requests have become lost in the shadows of what we all ignorantly ignore?
There is a score, and it will be settled sooner than soon
Someday down the way when the rockets no longer have the right to fly to the Moon....
1/03/2012