An emotional punch bag is what I\'ve become I can\'t believe I\'ve let this happen to me I feel so glum.
I don\'t understand why she\'s doing this every time someone gets on her nerves it\'s to me she turns with an emotional burst .
Every time she gets a bee in her bonnet or the kids do something wrong , it\'s to me she turns and shouts it\'s a given its been happening so long.
Right on top of the time of the month every time guaranteed I\'ll receive a monster emotional punch.
I don\'t know why she\'s doing this to me I walk in the door with a smile she speaks and I want to leave.
All I can do is walk away and hope that it\'s better the next day but no its not, at the moment I\'m no lover farther or even a partner an emotional punch bag is all that she\'s after.
If she really wasn\'t the love of my life I\'d have ended it a long time ago probably have done myself with a knife.
May be love she has turned into hate it\'s probably what it is the thoughts not making me feel great.
If hate it is I am doomed to stay for her I truly cannot walk away.
The lonely poet