You know I\'m truly sorry for what I did.. And for the pain I caused.. I love you.. I love you...
I gotta reach down deep inside my soul,
To show you I\'ve changed and I ain\'t no damn fool.
I\'m sorry for the damn pain I caused hun,
But please put down the gun.
Life will get better,
Here read my love letter.
I hope it tells you the truth and that your life does matter.
Just gotta keep your head held high,
Fuck everyone that has told you goodbye,
Ill wipe them tears away and say please don\'t cry.
I know things are constantly changing and there\'s nothing we can do about it,
Shit... I guess this is the love letter,
And damn it\'s making my heart feel better and girl you do matter.
I know I write a lot and most of it is about you,
But I can\'t say this shit in person because my anxiety sky rockets it is true.
I\'m sorry I broke a promise girl,
I\'m sorry you are my world.
Please don\'t kill yourself put that gun down babygirl.
Life gets better and life goes on,
But damn it i\'ll miss you too much if you die and when you\'re gone.
You know I\'m truly sorry for what I did.. And for the pain I caused.. I love you.. I love you...
These walls are just closing in on me,
At first I was too blind to see.
I fucked it all up in one night,
I\'m sorry I couldn\'t fight.
I gave up and did what I promised not to do,
And now I\'m missing you,
God Damn it I didn\'t have a clue..
Didn\'t realize this would hurt you this bad,
Now I\'m over here watching you get ready to move away and I\'m sad,
You could always see deep down into my soul and see i was truly mad.
You saw the person I tried to hide,
I\'m trying to find the light but I\'m stuck on the dark side,
The dark side of the moon, where I see nothing but what could\'ve been,
But I made too many damn sins,
Now the Devil has me pinned.
God I wish I could have you in my arms again,
With you I didn\'t feel pain,
I try to write but I throw the paper away because a tear left a stain,
What\'s left in life for me to gain!
God I wish I could turn back time,
I wish I could truly be good at this shit and write a good rhyme.
But it\'s the same shit over and over,
I wrote half of these not being sober.
You were my four leaf clover.
You were everything to me,
You are who I truly I want to be with and to the past I look to see..
Too see what I could\'ve done better,
But there\'s nothing but blurs and here I write my love letter.
You know I\'m truly sorry for what I did.. And for the pain I caused.. I love you.. I love you…
Where\'s the sun on my darker days,
The storm clouds are rolling in and these words are getting harder to say.
I love you,
My heart is true..
My life is so damn dark again,
Nothing but fucking misery and pain.
I fucked up so bad this time,
No one can help me but myself so I\'ll lay it out right here in a rhyme.
Gotta lift myself off the ground,
Stare straight into the light and walk straight, don\'t look around.
I have to look past the dark times to get to the better life ahead of me..
Where\'s the sun on my darker days,
The storm clouds are rolling in and these words are getting harder to say.
I love you,
My heart is true..
This is my love letter,
God I hope in the end life treats you better.
You know I\'m truly sorry for what I did.. And for the pain I caused.. I love you.. I love you…