Push back all the pain
I don\'t want to feel this way
If you\'re thinking only happy thoughts
Then somehow this has all been bought
I fall asleep
To my shame I wake
Just plugged in again
To find my friend
My mind is on repeat
I\'ll break you
Make you see the world through tired eyes
Every time I stand two feet on this ground
I just want to die
Want to scream and cry
What am I doing set short
I will blow
Into the Earth that spat me out
Burnt all I know
Took my heart
Took my home
Took my faith
Took my trust
Took my Nan
Took my love
Take my hand
Let\'s both give up
Once I know I had compassion
I cared what happened
Where and when
Now when the fires burn like hell
I\'m stood there
Gasoline in hand
Why
Do I think this will improve
Do I move or do I choose
To run and hide
Be the figure head to break your heart
Once I\'m dead then I\'ve no use of all this hurt
So take it all
You wanted truth
Then bend the knee
It\'s not as far to fall