I lay here, wondering, trying to decide
Is it ok to cry when you’re dying inside?
We can sit here and play pretend
But we know there’s no Happily Ever After in the end
I grab you as you try to walk away
Don’t leave me, don’t leave me today
I’m better than that dude ever could be
Even if you don’t mean it, just tell me you love me
With each passing day it gets less hard
To accept the fact true love may not be in the cards
So I keep playing this deadly game of Blackjack
Even though the pain is giving me a heart attack
But it seems no matter how hard I try
You still want to be with that good for nothing guy
So I sit in the shadows and hide
While my soul cries endlessly inside