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Brother\'s Best Friend...

Can\'t believe Ima sit here and write about you..

Thoughts and feelings that just are too surreal..

I\'ve known you for a few years but never felt like this

Can\'t get you outta my mind, what is this shit?

I have a boyfriend, yet in the back of my head

Is my brother\'s best friend..

I keep going back to that night last week 

You know when we all got high?

You was throwing off some pretty weird vibes

And the connection made me feel like I could fly.

While watching the movie you played with my hair

My brother laying on the other side of the couch

But you didn\'t care.

I thought maybe you was just being nice

Listening as I opened up giving me advice. 

But what flipped the switch was waking up in your arms

Don\'t know how I got there but you sure worked your charm.

I didn\'t wanna move, and I didn\'t for awhile..

And when I tried you pulled me closer and it just made me smile..

I finally broke free and looked at you sound asleep.

When you woke up I told you everything..

And you seemed pretty cool with it.

Then I grabbed the X-box controller and turned on South Park

Then without even thinking my head went on your shoulder,

And my eyes glanced at the clock.

9 in the morning and my brother could wake up at any moment..

Your arm went around me

That\'s what put the icing on the cake..

Feelings formed that I couldn\'t escape.

I looked at you and we just started laughing 

And then BOOM! 

Your lips met mine, Electricity lifted up the room.

Then about a half hour later you had to go.

One last kiss you placed on my lips

And left with our secret.

And no you\'re not a regret,

And now you sit here in the back of my mind

And maybe next time we hang out it will be different.

But now it\'s too late, because I think,

I\'ve fallen for my brother\'s best friend....