Will Hiltz

Leaving Nashville

Leaving Nashville 

[For optimal results, read this aloud, with your best “Country” accent]

 

 

Dolly Parton has vacated my soul

 

the essence of Merle and even Loretta

neither weeps nor seeps from the pores of my skin 

 

my ears are not plugged with barroom vomit

and my tongue no longer speaks Pedal Steel

 

kicking off their shit-stompers my fingers have ceased

to buck dance the neck of my six-string

 

the cells of my body are not honky-tonks

nor my heart an old pickup truck Daddy once gave me

 

my eyes have grown blind now to sequined reflections of

 

      Mama

      Texas small farm harmonicas

      Broken-hearted barmaid jealousies 

            washed in whiskey infatuations 

                  and the Blood of the Lord

 

my jaundiced, overtaxed liver now rests

from detoxification of lyrics encrusted with

      sap

      saccharin

      indigestible corn

 

crucifix in hand, intoning Latin incantations 

my blood has at last exorcised the Johnnies

 

      Paycheck 

            & 

         Cash