Eight long years since last we spoke and still every day I think of you and we\'ll up and choke , up to date pictures of you people have tried to make me view but this I really cannot do, its far to painful Eight years I will never get over time lost wasted and not seeing you.
I\'m so sorry this as it happens to me and my real father , when you were born I promised you and myself that I wouldn\'t do the same and it\'s making it a lot harder,
You are my first born son my firs number 1, you are the piece of my heart and soul that I will never get back it\'s gone , just because all along me and your mum did not get on, a first born son has grown up without his father and a father has grown without his first born son .
The lonlypoet
My lost boy xxx