How I long for a normal life right now it seems like it\'s melting like butter under a hot knife.
So far I think it\'s been a little bit sad NAH fuck it right now it\'s a state, its a bad mess my hearts got no more pieces to break
I\'d like to think that things will look up, but how can it wen up looks like down as a smile in reverse turns into a frown.
My head is a daze a labyrinth an endless maze I feel like I\'m going round in circles sending my life into a craze.
I wish things would change I really do but I can\'t see it happen hate and spite us both it runs through , like poison in a vain destroying every drop of blood .
There goes another water drop on the paper it\'s smudging it all, I can\'t stand these tears and the way they don\'t cease to fall,
I hope never again I feel like this at all for my sanity and life will pay for it all