Do I fear
Or do I hate
I hate that I fear you
I fear the blow
I hate the fear I show
The satisfaction in your face
The love you show
When you raise your fist
To my body
I wait for the blow
but ..why are you waiting
The sick twisted fantasy
That you just want
To come to life
But with me here
I might be letting you
Play the fantasy
But how do I fight back
I fear that I hate you
I am scared to hate
Just as I am to love
If I hate then that makes me like you
At least to what am told
So do I
do i hate or do i fear you