Alexia Bishop

hate or fear

Do I fear

Or do I hate

I hate that I fear you

I fear the blow

I hate the fear I show

The satisfaction in your face

The love you show

When you raise your fist

To my body

I wait for the blow

but ..why are you waiting

The sick twisted fantasy

That you just want

To come to life

But with me here

I might be letting you

Play the fantasy

But how do I fight back

I fear that I hate you

I am scared to hate

Just as I am to love

If I hate then that makes me like you

At least to what am told

So do I

do i hate or do i fear you