mariebonilla099

Insecurities


Hate in her heart
love in her eyes
believing what
she\'s saying,
even if it\'s all a lie.
The tears get dried
but her mouth gets wet,
her mind is filled
with regrets,
everybody thinks
she’s perfect.
But deep down
she knows
she\'s not worth it.
She hates it…
she hates it all.
Instead of standing,
she’d rather fall
Hearing, “you ain\'t sh!t”
for so many years,
you start believing it.
Soft spot. NO TEARS.
She starts to think
she\'s immortal.
She has no feelings.
That isn\'t normal.
She\'d rather hurt herself
than another person.
She starts to give up,
there’s nobody
that\'ll love her.
Wishing she could
write in blood
to feel pain.
Speaks with scars
to keep him sane.