3/8/17
Today I woke up and my world was dark.
I struggle to get out of bed as the pain in my heart weighs me down.
My mother tells me I can\'t miss school again.
Thats the second time this week
she says.
I try to explain to her how much everything hurts and I don\'t even know why.
She says I\'m being over dramatic.
I crawl back into bed, knowing that I lost the fight today but at this point I could care less.
My body has betrayed me and my mind has become my worst enemy. I have no energy to battle against them.
Get some chores done while you\'re home
My mother tells me.
But mom, can\'t you see that I can\'t even find a way to clean up the mess in myself?
She doesn\'t understand.
I don\'t blame her.