Ever since you left I have been at my lowest peak.
Ever since you told me you didn\'t love me,
I\'ve struggled to get through the week.
I am desperate just to try again,
hoping one day you will realize I truly loved you when.
I have tried to numb the pain in unhealthy ways, with people that are just a phase.
The way they look at me just isn\'t the same.
The sad thing is that no matter what I do,
at night I still only think of you.
It makes me sick, a liar like you could make me feel so broken,
I am tired of all the commotion.
No plan and no action could ever make me not love you,
I just wish someone could show me a way to push through.
My friends tell me he is the worst, they could say anything yet when I see him I feel almost like I could burst
with anger,
with hopelessness,
with no air passing through my lungs.
Over and over again I am struck.
Even through all the pain he has put me through,
there is no regret from that car ride you first told me you loved me too.
The only wish I have is that I was enough for you.
-the girl that isn’t enough