Here we go again, another wasted day
Should he go should he stay
I\'m tired of spending my time this way
Will he pack his bags and go
Is this time \"the time\"...I don\'t know
I know my heart is tired of sitting on the fence
Why are you keeping me in suspense
Can you not just love me like I love you
But I don\'t know if if I really love you either
Here on this playground I just sit and teeter
Was it ever real or am I\'m just too blind too see
The end that has already passed me
Broken parts, lonely starts, is how I start my day
This is draining me, I\'ve got find another way
All out or all out is where I need to be
But it isn\'t that easy
Because you lied and burdened me with this mountain of doubt
Please free me from this agony I continue to shout
But no ones hears my pleas
And the waves keep drowning me
I need someone to pull me out
Another day older, another day spent
Let me tell you about how today went
It was pretty much the same
Because you insist on playing these games
No words of affirmation and certainly no affection
One would think I\'d had enough of your Lesson
But here I sit, still can\'t decide
If I\'m supposed to follow the rules you\'ve set for me to abide
But I\'m not ready, so with this doubt I cower and hide
I\'ve changed because of you, I don\'t like who either of us has become
Isn\'t that reason enough to hit the hills and run
Is it just an illusion of hope that we might ever be restored
Keeping me pinning for more
Or has my gut wrenched with doubt got me pinned to the floor