Alexia Bishop

second guessing

I always second guessed

My emotions

My heart

My friends

My family

And my love

I never wanted to fall

From another hand

Or my own

So i locked

The door and closed the windows

The door covered in spikes

Just like my heart and trust

I wish i could trust

And love like i use too

But i miss

The people i trust

The ones i loved

They changed

The things they face i don’t

Even recognize them

No more

They changed

So have i

For the better

I learn to love

For the strangers that i never met