I always second guessed
My emotions
My heart
My friends
My family
And my love
I never wanted to fall
From another hand
Or my own
So i locked
The door and closed the windows
The door covered in spikes
Just like my heart and trust
I wish i could trust
And love like i use too
But i miss
The people i trust
The ones i loved
They changed
The things they face i don’t
Even recognize them
No more
They changed
So have i
For the better
I learn to love
For the strangers that i never met