i don\'t know what to think
I don\'t know what to say
I am so damaged, so hurt by my own self,
why did I let myself get this far.
I don\'t know if I\'m okay
i know I\'m not, I just don\'t want to face the truth
i don\'t know if I can pick myself back up
I can actually tell when my mind goes into
a depressed state
its so much to handle
i do know
my heart and my mind are broken.
And I feel all the pain it\'s causing
I can\'t run away this time, I can\'t just fake a smile
i know it\'s me who makes my life
but I don\'t know why I let myself get this far