Unlit, unwavering I am calm
I ignite, bright, blinding
Burning it is unstable uncontrollable
hot, the flame burns
destroying everything I love,
I am the flame crying
trying to put myself out,
desperate I bleed to murder the flame,
All is gone, only ashes remain
I fall to my knees,
Unlit, withering I am nothing
I sink, lifeless, dark
gasping it is suffocating, painful
cold, the water consumes
escaping everything I destroyed,
I am the water plunging
trying to drown myself,
tired I let myself fall