Is it wrong
to be
jealous
of the person
that you
adore?
Today he
asked me
what
anxiety
felt like.
I was
on the
verge of tears
because I
can\'t even
imagine
how amazing
it must be
to never feel
like I\'m being
held prisoner
by
my own
mind.
I can\'t
imagine
the freedom
of never
feeling like
my worries
control
my lungs,
like
my breaths
don\'t come easily.
I
adore
him
partially because
his mind
isn\'t constantly
racing,
but
I\'m so
jealous
that he can
honestly ask
what
anxiety
feels like.