If I could talk to my mom today
I\'d tell her about the legacy left behind
And all the \"I\'m sorry\'s\" growing up
I wish I could put time on rewind
We\'d talk about the different things
going on and how beautiful heaven is
I\'d thank her for showing up in my dreams
and giving me peace because of this
If I could talk to my mom today
I\'d ask her how she got through the strife
Of having panic disorder, among other things
That might help me a lot in this life
I just want to borrow her, Lord
for the smallest little chat
And maybe a hug from above
Nothing more than that