Jooles

That hole in my heart (where you use to be)

There\'s a hole in my chest where my heart use to be 

It was never the same the day you left me 

It\'s a void to a world where happiness goes 

It by passes my heart, my body and soul 

 

Nothing I feel, nothing gets through 

It use to be the place where my spirit flew 

Blackness it leaks, spits fire and ice 

My emotions controlled like the roll of a dice 

 

I smile and I nod and agree with the world 

Inside my sanity is becoming uncurled 

A flash of your face, a glimpse of your eyes 

Slowly and surely another part of me dies 

 

A rub of my shoulder and a promise of life 

People\'s words, they mean well but they twist like a knife 

How can they know that, can they not see 

That you are not here and without you I ain\'t me 

 

This hole I can\'t fill it\'s a bottomless pit 

Although I try. . . Yes I try with love, sweat and grit 

It will never be whole for you\'ll never be here 

But I hope to repair it before all life disappears

 

For I know you are watching and the pain you feel too 

And I know that it hurts you to see me so blue 

I know that you want me to always go on 

I know that you want me to always stay strong 

 

To the day that our souls meet once again 

I can hold you and kiss you my very best friend 

Till that day I promise to patch up that hole 

Take comfort in knowing your there where I go