I\'ve done too many things, now there is no way to go back
Forgotten trust and love, keeping up my attack
So why do you continue holding out your hand?
Bowing in the darkness, in the light I\'ll never stand
The past is my shadow, I can never leave it behind
Sins etched upon my path, guilty weight upon my mind
Or at least it used to be, now everything I touch dies
Once I struggled for the truth, now I surrender to the lies
Eyes are a window, you choose what you see through them
And although goodness once found its way to my heart
Long before had cruelty decided to precondemn
From the blood from my viciousness, I painted a new kind of art
Don\'t you understand, for me there is no more going back
I\'ve lost too much of myself now, what\'s the reason to attack?
Maybe this should end, should I finally take your hand?
Once kneeling in the darkness, in light will I stand?