Stirrings.
Descent to despair can reach 
darkest of worlds
but as shadow\'s mood leaves
a new urge unfurls.
Awakens Self-stirrings tied
to anticipation,
beckons a sense held inside     
hurtful failures
and as mind feels re-action    
comes the conversion.
Intent to move on attracts
lasting reversal, 
shows rabid despair change
guilty depression, 
blooms then new motivation
to forgive and forget.