I tried to overcome the feeling in my heart.
I know it wasn\'t what I wanted or needed but I tried.
I tried to open up and be the side of me that I used to be,
The side that was free, able to live and love.
I found someone.
I can\'t tell you that this girl wasn\'t special.
I opened up, giving her the chance to pull me away from my empty feeling,
But I just couldn\'t seem to escape it.
I was pushing for something I couldn\'t have,
And the worst part is I couldn\'t have it because my heart wouldn\'t let me.
No matter how hard I try I couldn\'t figure this situation out,
And to this day I am still stuck.
She loves me, but I love someone else.
When I think of the word love, that someone else pops in my head.
That someone is what I want and need,
And just once I wish things wouldn\'t be so complicating.
I wish that someone else loved me,
Hell, I hope that someone else does love me,
Because I am craving simplistic,
And everything is way easier with the one you love and a mended heart.