I struggle with loneliness This unholy self sadness Especially in a crowd So loud I cry out in my head I need a girlfriend I\'m too proud To admit I want one to fit Into my life and give me love Like a light from above Waiting to be turned on Stuck in glass cage Me in a fast pace Rat race My charm has been sequestered Like harm I did keeps me festered Or my missteps Keep me in check It\'ll happen when I least suspect I just want it direct And pronto I\'m tired of this bongo Beat of defeat