I have
waited for
the end of
this chapter
to grow near,
to the point
that I could
taste it.
The end of
this chapter
brings you
closer to
me.
The end of
this chapter
brings me
closer to the
\"real life.\"
The end of
this chapter
brings me
closer to
the new things
that excite me.
But,
the end of
this chapter
thrusts me
into a chapter
where nothing
is definite,
not even you,
and that
terrifies me.
The end of
this chapter
thrusts me
into a chapter
that is difficult
and
trying
and
may tear me apart
and
I\'m
not
ready.