it\'s hard to explain.
i\'ve been used so much, i\'ve learned not to trust
but this time, with you, it\'s different
you were my first heartbreak
and my first best mistake
at first, i did everything i could to hate you
it started to work
then it didn\'t.
i didn\'t try to love you the way i did.
and i will be honest and say i don\'t believe in love, at least not at my age
how could something so great, hurt so much
and how could something so large, affect you so little
after everything you\'ve done to me
if there is a \"love\", then i still love you
i \"love\" you with all my soul
everyone asks me \"how could you like someone like that?\"
i didn\'t try to
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\"i never asked for this, or planned it in advance, i was nearly blown here by the winds of chance\"
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i fell for you, and i fell hard
and what did you do?
even when you that i was hurt,
you made my life hell
you told everyone
you told lies
i didn\'t deserve it.
and i don\'t deserve you