Wishing I was dead right now,
And people ask me why
It seems the world\'s against me
But I still refuse to cry
I know I have to be strong
I said that I would be
But jut the way I feel right now
I wish my soul was free
I\'m absolutely terrified
It\'s hard to say, but it\'s true
I lost my very best friend today
And I don\'t know what to do
I wish all my suffers would stop
Maybe with me not coming to an end
I wish I wasn\'t here today
I wish I still had my friend
She stayed with me when I was hurt
When I was depressed or down
She always made me happy
She turned my bad days around
Maybe death isn\'t the answer
I need a better way to cope
Pain isn\'t the solution to anything
And what I need is hope
I feel really bad today
Like my grave is already dug
The only thing I want right now
Is for someone to give me a hug
I admit that I was stupid
And after she held me tight
I promised to never try to do that again
But I can\'t break a promise if I\'m dead, right?