Yesterday I laid in a steaming hot bath; thinking of life, or at least I tried to. My mind stayed blank. It felt amazing in everyway, as peaceful as walking out into the daylight smelling the fresh air listening to chirping birds. I then put my whole body including my head underwater. I could hear my heart, it was beautiful. It started off at a regular heart pace, then suddenly it started slowing down little by little. I felt calm, free from everything. As my heart started begging for oxygen my heart started pounding insanely. I then lifted my head up for air. I felt everything. I felt the stress, the depression, my past. My heart began to ache.