maybe i can

exploring

Fingers caressing my skin
Spoke to me as if you were preaching your vows
The way your bones shook with every slide 
The odd twitch
Your palm sweeping heat

Lips trailing across my cheek
Screamed at me the promises I knew you could never keep
The gentle hover
The gliding with a hint of wet
Your warm breath fanning across my collar bone

Eyes staring into mine
Felt like I was being held by the safest of arms
The intensity
The deeper meaning that I had yet to explore
You shut them before I could ask

The cold side of the bed
A sick parody of nights when you didn\'t come home
The way you told me you couldn\'t
The door slam as you finally left
You didn\'t let me explore