down the rabbithole

Unrequited

You are the most beautiful thing I ever saw.

Your soul has become a part of mine and your kisses have become a part of my voice

I can not speak without your name or sleep without you in my dreams. 

You are special in more ways than you can ever know and I could paint your portrait more beautiful each time with the paint of all your caresses. 

I want so much for you to love me, I paint all my lovers before with white so only your colours can be seen

I am but a canvas for you to play upon. 

Wherever you go I want you to be seen for all you can ever be and are, even if I shall never see you again. 

One day I think you will go, 
as you hold fear like a broken glass, 
you wrap it with your heart and bleed through all your insecurities. 

Let me take the glass and kiss where it has been. 

Please love again because I love to paint you over and over and over.. your love is my muse. 

You slide your hands over me and I exhale all my pain and inhale you.. you, you...

I love you...

but you will never love me.