Recently it feels like almost everything has changed
I realize I don’t appreciate how things have been arranged
Now I’m falling down, heading to this darkness
Mouth dry, I try to speak, as I slip into this abyss
Each day I think about my actions, though more of what I haven’t done
Wondering if anything I do matters anymore, losing sight of the sun
Just like how I lost myself, scattered across my mind
Secrets motivations and meaning I’m struggling to find
Reaching out and grasping, feeling for the truth, yet it’s just empty air
I’ve roared against evil and I believe in making things fair
But my voice seems to be falling on deaf ears
Despite my hopes and dreams, I’m succumbing to my fears
Drunkenly I throw out my feeble fist against this wall of dread
Trying, needing to make a crack, make a difference before I’m dead
Uselessly I continue pounding with everything I am, thinking why
“Pounding with everything I am?” But then who am I?