down the rabbithole

The night I hated you

I hurt, I cry
Pull my insides, outside
Tear my nails through every smile

you gave to me
All the love I gave to you

so freely
And shred and shred
Till it\'s all bled and bled
Till all the hate I want to feel

is driven through
the happy times I thought were true
They were all a lie you sang to me
Beautiful poisoned lyrics you see
I ate them up and scarred my throat
For now it breaks when I sing

each fucking note
I hate your face, it breaks my knees
I can not walk when you look at me
They buckle and I wince

when you smile and stare
I\'d run but I\'m sick

from your fake lying care
Just rip out my eyes and bask in the blue
For the way that I looked was only for you
Bite off my lips and spit out the blood
Each kiss is now tainted
With unrequited love