And sometimes the saddest truth of all
Is that you break your own heart
By holding onto all the things you never say
And those words that are never said
Anchor you down right where you stand
So here are all the things that I’ve wanted to say…
But never will
The first time I saw you
I knew that I just wanted to know you
I had such a deep urgency inside myself
To be anywhere near you
And when I heard you speak
It’s the only thing I could hear
Even in a crowded bar with
People surrounding us, and bumping
Into us as they walked back and forth
Slightly drunk with drinks in their hands
When I made you smile for the first time
Something lit up inside of me
And after that moment,
All I wanted to do was make you smile
When I heard you sing
The passion in your voice
Hit me like a wall of emotion
And I could not for the life of me
Look away from you
This was the first time in my life
I was left speechless
The passion in you matched my own
And that’s something I’ve never actually seen
With my own two eyes
When we sat in my car talking
I never wanted you to leave
It was 2 in the morning
And I could’ve sat there all night
Just talking to you about anything and everything
When we kissed goodnight
And you grabbed on to the back of my head so tightly
I couldn’t get the feeling of your lips on mine out of my head
And I couldn’t get rid of the taste of you
I smiled the whole car ride home
And I’m still smiling now
But you’ll be gone soon and I’ll just be left with these memories