I can feel myself drifting away
Getting further everyday
The spark that\'s inside
Is getting harder to find
I\'m disappearing again
Collapsing from within
Like I\'m spiraling down this drain
It feels like I\'m going insane
I can feel myself pushing away
Searching for an escape
There\'s none that I can see
No hope to be free
Cold fingers wrap around my heart
Tearing me apart
I can feel them pulling me under
As my ears fill with thunder
The screams, through me they rip
But never make it through my lips
I can feel it taking over
This need to not be sober
I can feel the dark closing in
I can feel it ready to begin
Ready to take me away
Ready to end it today
It won\'t let me forget
The pain and regret
I can feel the end is near
I can feel it end right here