vvnrose

Desperate

Going down that road, alone
There\'s no turning back
There\'s only the memories
The what might have beens
How did you get such hold of me
Where life just stops when you\'re not around
I try to keep pushing, let it not phase me
But it\'s taking its toll
The part of me that wishes things were different
I can\'t eat
I can\'t sleep
It\'s so unhealthy
Me without you is an anomaly
I wasn\'t ready for
Couldn\'t foresee
The part where I hope you\'d come back to me
I\'m spent, I\'m wasting away
The months, the weeks, every single day
There\'s an addiction I can\'t fight
A drug I call your love
A fairytale cerated in lies
I\'m blind not to see
You were never really there for me
But I gave you all I have
And in return
I get nothing
This lonely path
How long will it last
Forever
It can not be
I need you with me