i dont feel like myself
it feels like something is controlling me in the dark
my eyes fill with darkness, move uncontrollably
my heart fills with pain
and my body fills with a cold touch but yet so warm
the room has never been more pitch black
my eyes felt like they were seeing the inside and into my brain
my hands shaky
one minute the room is so cold its like ice
the next its like the fire from hell
my eyes as sleepy as can be but cant sleep
the fear, the frights are so strong
the worry, the ignorance piling up
almost to much for me to handle
but i cant handle anything if i dont have hands
my muscles ache and my head is hot
its almost impossible to put up a fight
a fight against the darkness that is haunting me
against the darkness that is filling my body with darkness
as im so so scared
i am also fearless