i\'m going to give myself up to let myself down again. wish i could drown again. Die again and maybe live to hear another lie again. Im going to tear all my clothes off and maybe lay bare again. Wish i loved my body but continue to hate it again. Tell myself im valuable but don\'t know my worth...Once again. And suppose i write like this when i feel like shit again. want to conflict pain on my wrist again. But over and over again, i say i\'ll be fine again. It\'s just your mind again. \"You\'ll get through it again\"-Gone Girl