the truth is
i havent been doing so well
and just lately
im under a hidden spell
when i get home
its just a normal day
i sit there and cry
just wishing i was okay
i tried to tell my councillor this
but all she does is smile
she turns to me and says
\"in the end it\'ll be worthwhile\"
well maybe thats true
but ive fallen down a hole
theres nothing but blackness
so what the hell do you know
doctors think its just school
the pressure of exams
but its much more than that
my heads a traffic jam
its like theres a war
going on inside my head
nothing i can do
i want to stay in bed
so please someone
come and save me
save me from myself
my thoughts control me