people always tell me
\"its in the past\"
my mind does not think that
it wants memories to last
they told me
\"hold your head up be strong\"
they dont understand
its lasted too long
you\'ll never understand
the way he gripped my thighs
the way he looked at me
like i was his prize
my eyes are sad
my lips are sealed
i cant say a word
my heart never healed
scars upon my hips
they\'ll stay there forever
words upon my lips
i cant tell not now not ever