yungxoch

More than infatuation

I want to feel love
I want to feel the exhilaration , something more than infatuation
I\'m tired of being slept on, but I don\'t want someone who will do me wrong
I want someone who will excite me, dopamine pumping in my system
But I know I need someone who will hold me down, someone who will stay around
Someone to hold me close when I\'m feeling alone, someone to pull me to him when we drift apart
I lack stability, God has blessed me with humility
I pray for patience and strength, I pray to have what I lack
Despite my crappy surroundings I try my best to make sure my mindset stays intact
However, sometimes that negativity seeps into the cracks