I sit in that corner, in my room so dark, so lonley.
I laugh...scratch at my knees, connect the dots of the paint splats
Moving my fingers against my face..my legs
My mind, my demons speaking all at once..
I whisper..I drool
\"I\'m insane...\"I\'m insane
I stand up...stiff, my head tilted..my smile larger than Jeff\'s
I hold a knife in my left hand. He\'s there, right there by my wall
\"please stop your scaring me\"
He cries, I laugh.
I take the knife to my wrists, nod, smile, laugh, drool.
I slice and slice and slice and slice until my god damn hand goes numb
Mmmm, feels good. I continue...and continue...and continue to feel the pain...the pleasure.
I wont stop...until I\'m dead
Besides...aha You rather..have me kill myself...
then see what I could do...with a knife...not against my skin...but against someone elses