all these words and memories
they are haunting my brain
nothing i can do
im in so much pain
the bullying
the rape, the lies
all the heart breaks and abuse
no one hears me cry
i cant escape
the flashbacks and the names
its hurting me so much
i cant take no more pain
the flashbacks are getting worse
they never ever stop
i cant take the pain away
unless i take it from the top
the bullying is outrageous
i cant escape from it
its inside, outside, every where else
i just cant take it
the rape haunted my mind
it bruised and broke my soul
i cant win anymore
ive got nothing left at all
what am i supposed to do?
i cant win this fight
depressions taken my heart and soul
its time to say goodnight..
anxietys made my heart beat faster
everytime i go outside
its made me want to stay inside
just want to cry
the heart breaks
made me give up on love
i dont believe it anymore
ive had enough
so please god
make me better
i cant stand the pain
thats the point of this letter
dont leave it till too late