I guess I\'m here again
I thought I was all okay
I still have all that pain
It just won\'t go away
They say it\'s best for you
But they don\'t understand
I was chucked and I flew
But I just want to land
It\'ll get you a better job they say
And the course is right for me
How did you get where you are today
You haven\'t been to university
I want to just give up
I just want to leave
I have been setup
When I think it makes me heave
I don\'t think uni is right
I want to finally be happy
I guess I have to fight
Maybe that\'s the key
I want to make you proud
And this seems to be the way
But I\'m just one in the crowd
My life seems so gray
I just want to be with her
Then I can be happy and complete
I\'ll love her forever
But I\'m just a deadbeat
I should have given up before
But I thought life would improve
But I\'m here again crying in the floor
And my parents would disapprove
She\'s the only thing keeping me here
But she\'ll be miles and miles away
Losing her is my biggest fear
7 hour journey just for one day
I\'m just so drained
I\'m really trying